Going dotty is a good description of my current emotional position. Instead of a new YouTube video I’ve been knitting a rather sumptuous cowl for me in cashmere.
My YouTube channel is doing so well and now I’ve got to a point where I am so close to monetisation that my ‘imposter syndrome’ and fear of succeeding has kicked in again. As a result there has been no upload for two weeks.
I feel like I’m playing a game of ‘Whack a Mole.’ I hit one addiction/character flaw on the head and another pops up!